I was home sick again today. I just kept coughing all night and into the morning. It was like I was going to cough my brain off. My throat hurt from coughing too. So I called my doctor to see if there was anything else I could be doing to stop this. But.... the only thing she could do was call in a prescription for a stronger cough suppressent. It's going to take at least 4 weeks or so for the bronchitis to go away. Now I am thinking asthma is such a much easier thing. At least even if I have a huge asthma attack, it goes away within 4-5 days. I am angry at myself for letting myself get this sick and miss yet another day off work, especially knowing this is going to take a while to go away. I read that I do need to sleep more. I did alot of that today so hopefully it will get me thru the next 4 days of work. I decided that I'm going to have to deal with crackling if I want to sleep on the side that I know I can sleep on better-sleeping wise.

I failed working 9 days in a row. Geesh! It's a good thing I'm not going to apply for the P2 position in my department. I'm not healthy enough to do it. I also know I have a lot of issues that will prevent me from being a good P2. It's only temporary anyways and I have no idea what I'm planning to do with myself.

I hope tomorrow will be the start of a better day for me.